Schadenfreude

By Ayumi
Is there something better than watching bad things happen to people?

I woke up in a weird mood. Perhaps because I slept for too long and had too many dreams and I can't remember them but one. But it was so short ....
My cravings are getting stronger, I do not know for how long I can wait. I'm losing my mind, my heart...

For some reason I've been longing for Moscow. I don't know if I miss the city itself or just the good moments. The freedom of being able to do anything and everything. Maybe I just miss the cold and the snow. I miss my friend, who's actually one of my best friends. He was there when I was smiling, he was there when I was crying and we fought so many times.
I will never forget the day we decided to walk towards nowhere in the middle of the snow because someone said there was supposed to be a japanese restaurant there. We walked in the middle of the woods near a road for such a long time... we finally got to the place and it was closing! Then we went back to the snowy woods and found a pool bar... only drunk men in there so we went out and bought some vodka... *sigh* I will never forget that night. The craziest things happened that night, the craziest people. My memories are blurry for I was so drunk.
Agh! Moscow!

Раз-два-три!
посмотри! пионери там идут...песни Ленину поют!




I like this song...

 

1 comment so far.

  1. Anônimo 27 de janeiro de 2008 às 01:18
    *sigh*

    I miss those days...

    Not the city, or the snow.
    I don't miss the ppl and for sure I don't miss that language.

    I miss your smile >.<
    miss the laughs...
    the stupid things, the small things, those who no one cares, but I do.

    I miss you too :(

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